THE SWEETNESS
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Sweet memories
“It’s just that I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.” —The Perks of Being a Wallflower


He was my childhood love. My first love. Every time I watched him from far,my hearts always beat for him. Not until recently did I realize why. I think it’s because our feelings about each other were so innocent that he will always remind me of everlasting childhood. People change. It hurt so much, but something in me will always love him so much. I’ll have a place in my heart for him forever. He’ll always be my love.

Maybe it's just too late.
Posted on Thursday, June 14, 2012 at 7:57 AM.



"Are we too late? Do we not have a chance? I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I don’t think I can do it. The love I find with you, I won’t find it anywhere even if I die
What should I do? If it isn’t you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me. What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words. Tell me if this is a bad thing to do.
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me. Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know."






P/s: Maybe I'd say this a long time ago. But not now. There's nothing to be regret tough. I feel very happy with my life without your existence. I'd rather stay alone than getting hurt by someone who I loves so much. It hurts a lot.